Sunday, December 19, 2004
i'm so guilty and angry with myself. today i went out with my parents. n i saw this blouse really nice and decide to buy it later. and when i was finally going home, i went back to the shop to buy it. i told my dad to wait, but in the end he walked down the escalator. my mum didnt knew that dad knows he'll be waiting for us, so she chased after dad and gave me the money to buy the blouse. as both of them are waiting downstairs for me, i walked down the escalator and i slipped. though the fall wasnt great, but still the wound hurts because i scratched my boney calf against the escalator step. it was really painful, and they scolded me. ok fine i noe its my fault, so i just laughed at it and let this matter go. i'm embarressed enough.
den we went to meet our sis and she told us to go to the foodcourt to have our dinner, as there was this stall which sold great food. so i wanted to eat bcos i was feeling hungry, but my parents wasnt feeling hungry and they wanted to go back to tampines, so i go with their decision and maybe go back to tampines to have fast food. and when we're going down the escalator, they kept saying abt the fall i had just now again. i was quite pissed but i noe its my fault. den i said i was hungry, and they scolded me again. den they ask me y i didnt eat just now, i said i had ice cream already tts y i couldnt eat anymore. den they ask something which really trigger my temper..( which i forgot) but i just answered that it was them who wanted to go back to tampines for dinner, not that i dun wanna have it in plaza singapura. i was DAMN PISSED at the moment. and i walked away. and i went home alone. leaving them behind me. i didnt care much, bcos they just cant see my point of view. wad the hell i was really really angry, REAL ANRGY!!! haizx. so i went home alone. and the rest, i dun wish to mention it anymore. just felt angry bcos they just kept scolding me all the way, scold me why did i have to rush and fell down in the end, it was bcos i didnt want them to wait! and they scolded me why i didnt have lunch and stuff, but i really had ice cream n i was full at tt time!! why cant they understand lor.. haizx.... n i was real guilty cos if i walked to fast and i didnt lead the way for them, they might not know how to go home lor. haizx. but i just hoped they'll be safe. luckily they were safe though. wadeva. i'm just being too silly and paranoid. its just a redundant thing to think so much.
wadeva i just dun wanna think of this thing anymore. this is the most unfifial i ever did n ARGH wadEVA
BYE
-when are you
coming back? ;
